A man’s personhood was being shaped mostly by his experiences in life. From the day he was born until he aged and eventually died. The process is continuous throughout his lifetime and maybe until after his physical limit of existence has been reached. Who knows…
Learning is one of the most fascinating thing nature has endowed us but can also be the most horrible one. Initially, we have no choice but to absorb everything (which we will probably carry for the rest of our life)being fed to us by our parents or any person whose responsible for our survival during babyhood until we developed intellectual independence during adulthood. This is the time where we make our own choices and decisions. The time of restlessness and youthfulness.
The time of success and failures. The time of endless struggle and search for identity. The time of finding your place in this world and many times struggle from gaining acceptance of who we are.
I’m not good in writing… But I write anyway for the sake of expression because I’m not good at vocal method of expression even more. In fact, I consider myself at below average when it comes to vocal expression, I don’t know why… Maybe my brain is too fast so my mouth is having difficulty coping up or maybe my brain is commanding my mouth to shut up because when I speak-up, I have the tendency to be blind and careless, so my brain learned how to keep my mouth shut for my own good. But nature prevails anyway. Nature always has it’s own way to win over and my mouth redirected itself through my hands… And so I write… and I blog… Whatever you read on this blog was really meant to be expressed regardless of whatever your reactions against it are. We have freedom of expression anyway. I created this blog not to impress but to express.
Everything written on this blog expressed who I really am and those things about me, my physical aspect of personhood failed to manifest and probably will continuously fail to manifest. God knows how long it will hide inside me and what will trigger for its eventual rise. Maybe when the time has come when I finally found where someone like me belongs…
Time to sleep…
